hello i miss you. but i can't don't quite know how to say it. it's lodged at the back of my throat. i can't swallow it, but neither can i spit it out.

i'm going crazy in this house. is it me that's changed? or her? i miss the quietness i had in london. the freedom, independence and ability to breathe. i'm better at long-distance relationships with them i think. love from afar yeah? i'm just holding on, waiting for the next two, three years to pass. quickly please.